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YES
I AM going there AGAIN.. :)

so OUR wedding is soon i know you know

37 days now.

all  i can think about now is WEDDING.

i am sure its starting to drive NATHAN CRAZY.

BUT I DONT CARE.

this day is the most important of our lives.

its MUST BE PERFECT.

i never thought that i was a CONTROL FREAK

UNTIL NOW.

I FEEL LIKE THIS DAY

depends on ME

HOW I PLAN IT

MY VISION

EVERYTHING

DEPENDS ON ME!

ITS STRESSFUL

BUT SO FUN!!

its actually KINDA SCARY.

but really i just have had this DREAM ever since i was a little girl.

and a vision for years of what THIS DAY WASgoing to be like

LOOK like

SMELL LIKE

FEEL like

MEAN to us

as a COUPLE

MARRIED

husband and wife

FOREVER.

how does that feel anyways?

i will know soon enough.

but is it different?

maybe MORE for him because

I HAVE BEEN WEARING A RING FOR OVER A YEAR NOW.

its a BIG step, nathan and i have been together for OVER 5 years now

we are BEST FRIENDS

lovers

 and sometimes we let our relationship get to RELAXED

so after the wedding

it will be different

we have to step it UP

make it special everyday

its the little things

that keep A MARRIAGE together

 its SCARY the percent of divorce is much higher then marriages staying together.

although i know WE WONT BE apart of that percent its still scary.

i know what love is

what it feels like

looks like

is SUPPOSED to be

althought there are DIFFERENT KINDS of love.

i know the DEEPEST

undescribable love

is what

WE HAVE.

TONIGHT IS A SPECIAL THURSDAY!

I AM PLANNING MY BRIDAL SHOWER WITH ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS

AND MY MOMMA!

its so exciting!

in EVERY WAY POSSIBLE.

i cant BELIEVE THAT ALL MY WEDDING EVENTS ARE REALLY BEGINNING

ITS HERE

READY or not!

xoxo